new direction

because ive found a new direction
and its leading me to myself...
and its leading me to you...
im not looking back,
whats done is done,
thats what he said right?
his loss
xx

goodbye

you know what.
you thought that hurt.
it didnt.
you just lifted a giant weight from my shoulders.
but still, i feel weak without having to push it up again.
its the tears that make you strong,
it takes a courageous soul to let everything out.
and just like that brave hero i know,
im going to let you go.
goodbye
x

get out

Get out of my head !!!
i dont need you here...
i might want you there but still,
i dont need you...
youll just make everything worse than it already is...
and it doesnt help that my mind has gone into delete mode automatically and is deleting everything i never want to forget :(
just go away...
or we can start over fresh,
maybe thats what my mind wants
xx

real love

you know what i learnt???

solid, real, true love isn't always something that you can necessarily feel.

sometimes you don't feel it at all.

it's just the fact that you would let them go if it was what was best for them.

you would do whatever it takes to make them happy.
you don't want to change anything about that person -
they are perfect just the way they are.
loving someone is loving them unconditionally,
it isn't about anything reciprocal.
even if they don't love you back,
it's ok.
what makes it perfect is that they are there,
happy, smiling and perfect.
maybe it won't be like the movies,
but you'll know
xx

not when youre there

Ha!

you thought you could get rid of me that easily :P

and i thought i wouldnt have to see you again...

who knew that we'd have to see each other every week day?

and who thought that i would fall for your beautiful smile again...

or that my stomach would scream just when i look at you...

High school - a hell hole?

not when you're there

xx