goodbye 9A :(

today was our last day together as a form :(
we'll still see each other in registration but it's not the same...
as Jack says, "It means we won't be as close as we are now..."
that's so sad!
everyone thinks i don't care though.
i mean, ben can tell i do...
but seb... he's disappointing me :(

theres many things i could say but basically i want to say:
thank you for everything and you guys are the best!
i love you all <3
and from now on, i will cherish every second that i have left with you guys <3

now onto personal comments:

Seb~ I hope we continue to be friends for the rest of eternity because you mean everything to me... i don't know how i would have made it through everything without you :) and everything you said was true... even though i've always said youre silly for it... and everytime i was so mean to you, you always forgave me and just let it go... you are amazing...
Evie~ I know you've been a bit bossy at times but I know you want the best for everyone... like all future PMs, right? ;)
Ebun~ erm... stop hitting me?
Nasreen~ i still don't understand you... but we havent know each other long. and you say i'm your best friend but you act the other way...
Jack~ I'll miss sitting in French with you laughing at how silly everyone else's French is... and probably your silly speaking too xD i'm sorry i spent so much time hating you...
Michael~ i've spent a long time hating you... and i'll carry that on. but only because its too hard to like you... erm... yeah. awkward.
Alice~ i'm glad we talk more now and hope it stays that way. try to stop hurting yourself?
Gemma~ you aren't fat. you're amazing :D love yourself the way everyone else loves you.
Laura~ your singing is annoying and i can't believe i have to sit in music with you and hear that still =3=
Ben C~ you were great all these years... from day 1 so i guess i'll miss you?
Georgia~ stop being so b***** and actually listen to what people tell you... the majority of the world is a lot smarter than you
Ken~ i know we had our arguments and stuff but you've been great. but you might want to stop telling people theyre fit and stuff so often :P
Thisle~ basically, i'm still putting up with you and you me so i think we've done pretty well. and maybe it's time to believe that green isn't paedophilic... but then again, we'd be growing up :(
Kate~ thanks for being a good friend and going to chess with me, even though no one else would.
Tom~ i'll never forget your cheesy grin. thanks for everything in year 7. you were the best back then... not anymore and i hope that we can make it better again... but i know deep down you care more than you let on ;P
Rhia~ you're annoying. i hope i never see you again. especially all you put me through. you don't deserve me at all...
Theo~ i'm sorry i hurt you all the time... it's just that i don't really know what to do...
Teresa~ basically, the formula is you hurt me = i hurt you... get it? so maybe we should stop hurting each other... even though you reckon im sadistic... actually that would take the fun out of life...
Harriet~ you talk too much but maybe that's good?
Callum~ you can go rot in heaven. but i'll miss you whilst i'm down in hell... especially all our antics in mr hunter english ;)
Tyler~ english with mr hunter was good... we make a good team? but still, thanks for being a good friend to thilsana... and thanks for winning us sports day ;)
Jehan~ I'm glad we settled things and you've stopped speaking "retard"... i'm sorry i've been a bit of a female dog to you.
Rishi~ i'll see you everyday anyways.
Becky~ we've had our differences and i'm glad we still are different. sometimes you still drive me up the wall but i would never tell you that...
Suzy~ you were the moodiest in our english group ;) but yeah... that's basically it
Yuofi~ i wish i had told you all those stupid secrets earlier so you could tell everyone sooner so i could have moved on... and you make the best monkey faces, if you'll pardon the pun...
Adam~ basically, we've had many arguments... over everything. literally. every living minute for the last 2 years was spent arguing with you... but not anymore thank god. you're a nice guy... it's just we never took the time to talk to each other...
Rob~ thanks for talking to me when i was lonely this year... it's probably because you were too... erm yeah. you have fangirls!? oh and good luck picasso ;)
Ben T~ thank you for putting up with me and annie... and not caring what anyone said and still being a good friend when everyone else tried to drag me down :P
Xanthe~ you're an amazing ninja!
Annie~ wooo! go hyperness! you'll do anything for what you believe in so carry on with that ;) and btw andrey does think you're a freak. i know enough about him and his facial expressions ;P

and lastly:

new timetable for beginning of gcse.

good news!

i know most of the peoplein the year group anyways.

bad news :(

i have all three science with tanvir.. thats just under 9 hours of tanvir :(

good news again!

ben's there! hope seb is too :P

i think that's it...

btw the personal comments, i would never say them. apart from seb and ben and annie's...
oh and i'm only acting so stubborn because i don't want things to change...
it means that we have to grow up...
time flies...

"i just realised everything i have is someday gonna be gone..." :(