running to see if you care enough

Thanks again.

I feel like i can tell you anything

But why don't you trust me~?

Is it because I'm reckless like that~?

I might seem like it

But i'm not really the girl you think I am

Im always hiding just out of view,

Hoping you'll find me,

Instead of commiting myself,

and hurting after...

I'm running to see if you care enough to chase after me~

just like a tattoo

Thank you so much...

for everything...

i wish that when you ask why...

i could say because i wanted to...

but i can't...

and i don't even know why~

All i know is to keep smiling

When it hurts inside,

And to keep on going

Though I'm on the outside.

But you make life better

Whenever you're near,

When love starts to hurt me,

I wish that you'd appear.

And whenever I ask,

You're always ready,

Finding a way

To keep this boat steady.

But do you really know me?

Do you know that I need you?

You'll always be part of me,

Just like a tattoo.

sleeping beauty ballet

Yesterday we did our ballet show...

Sleeping Beauty.

Music ~ Pyotr Tchaikovsky

I was the evil fairy thing, Carabosse.

Pics of me with my attendants...

They are so cute... ^_^

is she?

Now I know why you didn't tell her...

And I still don't like it...

Is it really worth it?

Is she just a second to you?

A replacement for the one you really want?

And how am I supposed to know who she is?

Is she worth breaking another girl's heart?

Is she worth the pain you cause?

Is she worth the look on her face when you break her heart?

Is she the one in your heart?

Is she the one your heart screams out for at night?

Tell me, is she?

why?

SA:

why do you give her false hope?

why didn't you tell her the truth in the first place?

why don't you save her the pain later?

why don't you let her know your true feelings?

why?

JW:
why do you say things you don't mean?

why does she believe it?

why does she still fall for you when she knows you won't see?
why?

BT:

why do you get so close to her heart when no one else can?

why do you tell him everything she says?

why are you like a clean slate?

why are you like the rubber on a mess of a sheet of paper?

why?

EA:

why did you tell them even though you swore you wouldn't on your life?

why do you say everything so many times so it gets tedious?

why do you never tell her the truth?

why?

TK:
why are you so patronising to her?

why do you hate her?

why don't you ever tell the truth?

why?

LN:

why do you believe the things he says?

why don't you just give up?

what do you see in someone like that?

why?

BS:

why don't you see what he's doing to you?

why don't you see that he doesn't love you?

why do you ignore him?

why don't you seem to like him either?

why?

RJ:

why do you take advantage of her?

why can't you see that she doesn't care about you anymore?

why couldn't you see she never did?

why are you never happy with what you have got?

why?

_______________________

why is life like this?

why is there so much pain?

why is it such a mess?

why can't we change our roles once we start?

why can't they see it?

why can't it be fixed?

why does it always happen?

a girl falls for a boy who will never catch her...

a boy is scared to let go of her...

when they would both be better off without this...

was it worth it?

Sometimes people come into our lives...

And for some reason, we know that fate brought them here...

To serve some purpose and change our lives...

And we never know who these people are

Until they are here...

But in that one short moment that you lock eyes with them,

You know they are going to change your life in a profound way...

And sometimes things happen...

That don't seem to ever go your way...

But in reflection,

You realise that without overcoming these obstacles

You would never have realised yourself...

Nothing happens by chance...

Everything happened for a reason....

Everything occurs to test the strength of your soul...

Without these little tests,

Life would be just a straight flat path to Nowhere...

It would be safe and confortable..

But what's the fun in leaving boundaries uncrossed?

The people you meet,

Your successes and downfalls,

All help you become who you are now....

All experiences are learnt from...

All rules should be broken

To become your true self...

If someone hurts you,

Forgive them...

You have now learnt about Trust,

Forgiveness and Pain...

If someone loves you,

Love them back unconditionally,

Not only because they love you

But because they are teaching you

About the virtues of love...

Everyday counts...

Every second is one

You aren't getting back...

Appreciate every moment...

Take from it everything,

You aren't going to get it back...

Make friends,

Open your heart

And hold your head up high...

You are unique...

And beautiful in your own special way...

Believe in yourself...

When you start to doubt

Is when others will too...

It is your life...

Make it your own...

Live with no regrets...

And most importantly,

When you love someone...

Because more hearts are broken by words left unsaid

Than by words spoken...

Today is the Tomorrow you were worried about Yesterday~~~

Was it worth it...?

maybe one day~

“We can never turn back the pages of time, though we may wish to relive a happy moment, or say good-bye just one last time, we never can, because the sands of time continue to fall, and we can't turn the hourglass over.”

keep wishing..

maybe it will come one day...

maybe it will happen...

maybe one day they'll realise...

maybe they will turn back to help you up...

maybe they will be there to catch you before you fall...

maybe one day~