Wednesday, 21 July 2010

dont play with me

If you're going to play,
Don't play with me...
Go find someone else,
someone else who cares enough to trust,
who doesnt want to get hurt
by someone they barely know.

Quit colouring my life for me,
I'll be all the colours I want to be.
Let me do it myself,
because, believe me, i can.

Friday, 9 July 2010

theres more to life than popularity

Thank you.
I had more fun with you today in half an hour than I have ever had with him.
Thank you for being there when no one else was.
It was great to know that people care about more than popularity and reputations.

_______________________________________
Don't worry about him.
He should come around eventually,
along with every one else.
Learn to expect that.
People change and don't really care what you think.
They say they are your friend but really, they can't stand you.
They forget about you eventually.
That is what makes them worth no more than a grain of sand to you
And the quicker you work that out, the better.
One diamond is worth so much more than a thousand grains of sand.
Remember that.

Wednesday, 7 July 2010

MFY 2010

Sir Henry Floyd Grammar School Senior Orchestra
Birmingham Symphony Hall
Music For Youth National Festival 2010

Birmingham Symphony Hall

Music For Youth wristband

Newspaper from MFY

Seb - oboist

Emma & Emily (flute) with Seb.
great pose guys...
well seeing as Emma and Emily jumped in as the camera flashed,
it's amazing.

Liam (clarinet) tuning Seb's clarinet.
Pointless really.
and Emma, who someone said looks like an elf in this pic.
it's because she jumped in again.

Pippa (flute), Peter (violin), Riya (violin) and Sarah (violin)
Pip and Peter also jumped in as the camera flashed.
great faces guys...

Ros (horn)

Hannah (clarinet)
I caught her while she was eating.
Sorry.

Wenngal (clarinet)
she's scared of the camera.
thanks for staying with me all day when everyone else ditched...

Emma (horn) and Hannah.
great photo.

Suzie (violin) and Georgia (viola)
Sorry suzie.
I did tell you I was taking a picture.

Flo (bass), Jasmine (violin) and Mr Palmer (cello/teacher)

Mr Palmer being silly.
he told me to take a pic of him while he took a pic of me.

Harvey (clarinet)
he's amazing at music.
i swear he can play every instrument.
Matt (trumpet)
thanks for being there when no one else was.
Ben (trumpet) and back of Laurence's head

Flo, George (trombone), Ben (trumpet) and Laurence (trombone)
Brass section rehearsal.

Josie (violin)
thanks for stealing Emma and Emily and then ditching me.

Matt and Ben

Sam (percussion) and Chloe (piano)
also half of Joe and Jess (percussion)

Clarinets (apart from Hannah - I couldnt find her)
Emily, Wenngal, Liam and Harvey.

Sam and Flo

Laurence with trombone
sorry it's sideways.
Hannah took it.
She says it could be on the cover of a magazine.
Joe, Emily, Laurence and Sam

Joe (drummer).
Photo taken by Seb.
Because I couldn't get it.

Merope (viola)
She's new at our school but she's very nice.
Not many people talk to her though.
Shame.

Many people I didn't get:
Ben (trombone)
Alex (horn)
other Matt (trumpet)
Jonathon (flute)
Alan (trombone)
Mr Forshaw (conductor/teacher)
Mr Pearce (technician, helper, does loads of stuff for orchestra)
I think that's it.
________________

Altogether, very good day.
Realised that some people aren't what they seem.
I learnt a lot.
Also did sectionals with the National Youth Orchestra.

Saturday, 3 July 2010

why should you mean anything to me?

I'm giving up.
Coz I'm too cool for you
And all the stupid things you do.
I'm living life the way I should have done,
Back when I was too busy
looking at the inconsequential things.
You're nothing to the world.
So why should you mean anything to me?

Wednesday, 23 June 2010

thank you for making me who i am now

Thank you for making me smile,
And changing my life,
Thank you for everything
You didn't even know you did.

Thank you for showing me
What my life is missing,
Thank you for teaching me
How it feels to be truly envious.

Thank you for making me see
How I much need my best friend,
Thank you for being there
Whenever anything goes wrong.

Thank you for showing me
The silver lining on the cloud,
Thank you for making me know
What it's like to miss someone.

Thank you for making me see
How easy life can be,
Thank you for making me
Who I am now.
xxx

Tuesday, 15 June 2010

running to see if you care enough

Thanks again.
I feel like i can tell you anything
But why don't you trust me~?
Is it because I'm reckless like that~?
I might seem like it
But i'm not really the girl you think I am
Im always hiding just out of view,
Hoping you'll find me,
Instead of commiting myself,
and hurting after...
I'm running to see if you care enough to chase after me~

Thursday, 10 June 2010

just like a tattoo

Thank you so much...
for everything...
i wish that when you ask why...
i could say because i wanted to...
but i can't...
and i don't even know why~

All i know is to keep smiling
When it hurts inside,
And to keep on going
Though I'm on the outside.

But you make life better
Whenever you're near,
When love starts to hurt me,
I wish that you'd appear.

And whenever I ask,
You're always ready,
Finding a way
To keep this boat steady.

But do you really know me?
Do you know that I need you?
You'll always be part of me,
Just like a tattoo.