this is it - mj

Today ~ went to see the premier of Michael Jackson's THIS IS IT...

I went with Anson and Kerenza...

I'm not a big MJ fan...

but it was amazing!!!

even though MJ is 51...

hes still so pro!!!

U ROCK MJ!!!

U WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR ♥S!!!

R.I.P...

manga workshop with sonia leong :)

Today i went to a manga workshop...

it was led by Sonia Leong...

a manga artist from sweatdrop studios...

me with sonia leong...

we found it in the newspaper...

i got her autograph and mummy bought me 1 of her books...

its called once upon a time...

its all about life's lessons...

its got really good advice...

she even signed the book...

she's so talented at drawing...

ice skating with ben, rishi, layna and kere ;)

Today ~ went ice-skating in Milton Keynes...

i invited sammy... keagan... william... kerenza and alainah...

sammy needed to go to London... so she didnt come...

when keagan came back from Italy... he was ill... he didnt come either...

william is going to hungary today... so he couldnt come...

but kerenza and alainah did come...

mummy invited rishi...

and rishi brought ben....

we had lots of fun... ^^

anson... with his gloves from sunway....

me and alainah... kerenza was shy...

shes usually so confident...

but she says she doesnt like photos...

left to right: rishi... anson... ben...

the halloween decorations there were really nice...
there was a really scary 1 but i didnt manage to get a photo...
sorry...

halloween means scary stuff... ^^....
and also wy leon's bday...
HAPPY BDAY!!!

left to right: rishi... me... ben... anson... alainah...
kerenza was hiding again...
i didnt realize i had so many good friends...

thanks guys... ^^...

i feel a lot better now...

then we went to xscape...

to eat mcdonalds coz mummy said she was craving it...

hehe... ^^...

cool cow in xscape...
we went for a walk around after mcdonalds...
alainah... kerenza and i went up and down to escalators for fun...
xP...

Happy bday huihui dzedze...!!
hope the cow brings you good luck...

hope it gives you new ideas for your work... ^^...

sorry its such a crap present...

but its the thought that counts... i guess...

inside the mcdonalds...
alainah and i stood by ronald mcdonald...
for fun again... coz we were hyper...
xP...

we went to Just Buffet... after sending alainah home...

we played upstairs for a bit...

then ate downstairs... and went home..

kerenza sat in the front of the car...

and i was stuck in the back with the three boys...

but it wasnt a long journey..

when we got home...

we played cricket... football... pool... snooker... piano... guzheng... keyboard... etc...

then rishi's mum came to pick rishi and ben up at 10... i think...

kerenza didnt go home til nearly 11...

coz we were reading huihui dzedze's blog...

she says you've got very good english...

but just need to improve your grammar...

WELL DONE!!!

wasting my life wishing for my life

I wish everything in my life would be ok...

that everything will go back to how its supposed to be...
or maybe its meant to stay like this...

life is too short to waste so i cant waste it...

i cant run away from reality coz that is what life is...

you just have to face it...

dreaming is for cowards who cant face what reality throws at them...

Life is ironic...

you do the opposite of what others do for you...

i mean... i treat people so nice...

and what do i get back?!

But im glad you've always been there for me...

even when i dont believe in myself...

and you listen to all my problems...

without complaining...

you're a true friend...
^^

help me... ditch her...

i didnt get into the inter-house performing arts final...

and im fine with that...
but i'm losing everything...!!!

no one knows how i feel anyway...
and music and poems are the only good way of losing all that stress...
and also... when i play music or write poems... its like i know who i actually am...

usually im so confused... coz everyone always talks about 'being yourself'...
but i dont know who myself is... all i know is who i pretend to be...
and now everything seems to be working together to make me feel useless...
and everyone prefers her music coz its more modern...
what happened to classical?!
just coz i can only compose classical and prefer playing classical...
some people are so biased... prejudiced... etc...
so depressed...
help me...

moorlands harvest festival

Yesterday it was Moorlands School Harvest Festival...

i didnt go coz i was at school but mummy took these pics...

This is Reverend Pervis...

he's very nice... and he's from the local church...

he says i should be a designer when im older...

im not so sure though...

here he is again... he really likes to tell stories about food...

he always says about chinese takeaways or something...

hehe... xP...

anson and some of the people in his class...

mummy says he spoke very clearly...

well done... ^^

lots of food donated by the children and their families...

its gonna be delivered to somewhere where they need it...

the display of food...

i miss you ~♥

♪~Miss you soo much...

When im with you... time seems to stop...
It felt like i was there forever...

but now... it feels like an eternity since i last saw you...
and every second that passes seems like a million years...

i don't know how to put it...

I MISS YOU...

^^~♥