Sports day!

Basically I was so annoyed at having to do sports day because it's not
really my forte (obviously) :P

Anyways I'm proud of myself...
I'm the fastest girl in my form now and also I got through to the 100m
final by beating my greatest rival by just 0.01 seconds :O

Next year, reckon I might do 100m, relay, some long distance/long
jump...
It's actually quite fun. Reminds me of the younger days... When I used
to run the fastest out of everyone and the boys were my rivals... Like
hassall.

Oh and puff chested birds annoy me. Especially when they push up their
glasses ;)

And obviously the Russian mafia exists and is totally awesome! And I'm
so happy laura isn't taking credit for my work anymore! Absolutely
over the moon :D thanks everyone!

mean...

why are they so mean to me...?

"Someday, I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me,
And all you're ever gonna be is mean."

but seb and ben dont believe them at least.
girls are b*@$%...

Stevenage gala!

Woooo! Today was amazing!
1stly may I say: AQA need to make their exams harder.
2ndly: Connor is better than any drew, Daniel or Lewis. Character went
good but ballet was almost an epic fail whale. Lucky Connor caught me
before I fell... Though technically I was his fault to start off with.
Anyways great times... :D

Song of this week (prep)
Enchanted ~ Taylor Swift
Arms ~ Christina Perri
Both relevant. Let's see what annie thinks.

no idea...

i have absolutely no idea what is going on anymore...
life is going by tooo fast!
i'm not catching up!
i should probably not be making this post and revising for my maths gcse but yeah...
erm. 1st week of gcse was good last week :)
i spoke to adrian for the first time in 3 years...?
and seb and ben and theo!
they are absolutely epic!
and little thisle the fruit has a new crazy obsession =3=

oooh!
we are in the process of making a new video :)
(in spanish)

45 life lessons &5 to grow on ~ Regina Brett

I found these this morning on YouTube! It's so inspiring!

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying.

17. You can get through anything if you stay put in today.

18. A writer writes. If you want to be a writer, write.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Overprepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: "In five years, will this matter?"

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

36. Growing old beats the alternative - dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood. Make it memorable.

38. Read the Psalms. They cover every human emotion.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

42. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

43. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

44. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

45. The best is yet to come.

46. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

47. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

48. If you don't ask, you don't get.

49. Yield.

50. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift...

Kk well maybe I don't like a few of them... Especially the God ones. But still :)

This is the YouTube link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tM-BC9Zkjwc

The song is my favourite song at the moment and for a long time!

But still believe in Murphy's Law so maybe I'm not positive, or smart. But realistic? Hope so... And I'm sorry for getting angry earlier >.<

now Anson is back too from hunting!! :O

Anyways gonna go watch Britain's Got Talent now!

Awwwww Ronan Parke is so cute! He's so small I want to squidge him!

And Michael Collings ftw! He's amazing!!

Oh and almost forgot Jai McDowell! He is so amazing. Watch him singing Josh Groban! Oh and Evanescence :P

Grrrrrrrr...

Hating those stupid people who take up government jobs at the moment...
Guess this is why we are a failing country...
Long live democracy (where you vote for people who deserve the vote...
Not the underdog)

goodbye 9A :(

today was our last day together as a form :(
we'll still see each other in registration but it's not the same...
as Jack says, "It means we won't be as close as we are now..."
that's so sad!
everyone thinks i don't care though.
i mean, ben can tell i do...
but seb... he's disappointing me :(

theres many things i could say but basically i want to say:
thank you for everything and you guys are the best!
i love you all <3
and from now on, i will cherish every second that i have left with you guys <3

now onto personal comments:

Seb~ I hope we continue to be friends for the rest of eternity because you mean everything to me... i don't know how i would have made it through everything without you :) and everything you said was true... even though i've always said youre silly for it... and everytime i was so mean to you, you always forgave me and just let it go... you are amazing...
Evie~ I know you've been a bit bossy at times but I know you want the best for everyone... like all future PMs, right? ;)
Ebun~ erm... stop hitting me?
Nasreen~ i still don't understand you... but we havent know each other long. and you say i'm your best friend but you act the other way...
Jack~ I'll miss sitting in French with you laughing at how silly everyone else's French is... and probably your silly speaking too xD i'm sorry i spent so much time hating you...
Michael~ i've spent a long time hating you... and i'll carry that on. but only because its too hard to like you... erm... yeah. awkward.
Alice~ i'm glad we talk more now and hope it stays that way. try to stop hurting yourself?
Gemma~ you aren't fat. you're amazing :D love yourself the way everyone else loves you.
Laura~ your singing is annoying and i can't believe i have to sit in music with you and hear that still =3=
Ben C~ you were great all these years... from day 1 so i guess i'll miss you?
Georgia~ stop being so b***** and actually listen to what people tell you... the majority of the world is a lot smarter than you
Ken~ i know we had our arguments and stuff but you've been great. but you might want to stop telling people theyre fit and stuff so often :P
Thisle~ basically, i'm still putting up with you and you me so i think we've done pretty well. and maybe it's time to believe that green isn't paedophilic... but then again, we'd be growing up :(
Kate~ thanks for being a good friend and going to chess with me, even though no one else would.
Tom~ i'll never forget your cheesy grin. thanks for everything in year 7. you were the best back then... not anymore and i hope that we can make it better again... but i know deep down you care more than you let on ;P
Rhia~ you're annoying. i hope i never see you again. especially all you put me through. you don't deserve me at all...
Theo~ i'm sorry i hurt you all the time... it's just that i don't really know what to do...
Teresa~ basically, the formula is you hurt me = i hurt you... get it? so maybe we should stop hurting each other... even though you reckon im sadistic... actually that would take the fun out of life...
Harriet~ you talk too much but maybe that's good?
Callum~ you can go rot in heaven. but i'll miss you whilst i'm down in hell... especially all our antics in mr hunter english ;)
Tyler~ english with mr hunter was good... we make a good team? but still, thanks for being a good friend to thilsana... and thanks for winning us sports day ;)
Jehan~ I'm glad we settled things and you've stopped speaking "retard"... i'm sorry i've been a bit of a female dog to you.
Rishi~ i'll see you everyday anyways.
Becky~ we've had our differences and i'm glad we still are different. sometimes you still drive me up the wall but i would never tell you that...
Suzy~ you were the moodiest in our english group ;) but yeah... that's basically it
Yuofi~ i wish i had told you all those stupid secrets earlier so you could tell everyone sooner so i could have moved on... and you make the best monkey faces, if you'll pardon the pun...
Adam~ basically, we've had many arguments... over everything. literally. every living minute for the last 2 years was spent arguing with you... but not anymore thank god. you're a nice guy... it's just we never took the time to talk to each other...
Rob~ thanks for talking to me when i was lonely this year... it's probably because you were too... erm yeah. you have fangirls!? oh and good luck picasso ;)
Ben T~ thank you for putting up with me and annie... and not caring what anyone said and still being a good friend when everyone else tried to drag me down :P
Xanthe~ you're an amazing ninja!
Annie~ wooo! go hyperness! you'll do anything for what you believe in so carry on with that ;) and btw andrey does think you're a freak. i know enough about him and his facial expressions ;P

and lastly:

new timetable for beginning of gcse.

good news!

i know most of the peoplein the year group anyways.

bad news :(

i have all three science with tanvir.. thats just under 9 hours of tanvir :(

good news again!

ben's there! hope seb is too :P

i think that's it...

btw the personal comments, i would never say them. apart from seb and ben and annie's...
oh and i'm only acting so stubborn because i don't want things to change...
it means that we have to grow up...
time flies...

"i just realised everything i have is someday gonna be gone..." :(